Happy Birthday Papa!

{ April 23, 2009 @ 12:18 pm } · { Maryam }
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This post is dedicated to my beloved husband, pyus.

“Happy birthday to you..Happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday to papa.. Mummy and maryam love you very very much “

Dear Papa,

We would like to wish you a happy 28th birthday..It is so sad that Maryam and mummy couldn’t celebrate your birthday together. We miss you so much. Maryam tau papa busy dengan kerja kan. Maryam tak marah papa walaupon papa jarang balik tengok Maryam. Papa jangan risau, mummy jaga maryam dengan baik sekali .. Mummy cakap tak lama lagi kita dapat dok sama kan .. yippie !

Papa,

Mummy said sorry that she din send you any birthday card or present. She has been busy taking care of me. Will you forgive her? Maryam pon sama :( Takde card untuk papa ..Maryam masih kecil, belum pandai buat kad lagi. Nanti bila Maryam dah besar, Maryam buat birthday card yang besarr untuk papa ok !

Last but not least, happy birthday again papa. Maryam dan mummy doakan papa semoga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan sihat walafiat. Ummm how I wish that you are here, with us. Papa, we love you. You are the best dad ever.

Big hugss and kissses from us. xoxo

Loves,

Maryam

this is the picture of maryam beloved papa and mummy :)

this is the picture of maryam beloved papa and mummy :)

Life Transformation

{ April 22, 2009 @ 11:42 pm } · { Self }
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I miss the old me.  Tapi tak lah regret for what I am now. I have a good husband and adorable daughter. I couldnt ask for more except for one thing, I want my old figure back ! *sigh*

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Newborn

{ April 22, 2009 @ 7:19 am } · { Maryam }
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Those are some pictures of Maryam at her few days of life. Just feel like sharing. :)

Update

{ April 22, 2009 @ 3:58 am } · { Maryam }
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Being a mother is a wonderful feeling – ever, which hard to describe by word. Little Maryam is 7weeks old now. Maryam dah pandai senyum sekarang. My heart melt when she gave her cheeky smile at me whenever she woke up from her sleep.

Maryam can do baby talk. Whenever we talked to her, she will respond back by cooing .. ah.. gooo..as if she understand whatever we are saying. Hehe cute sangat.. She also can lift her head 45degree aprxmtly when I put her on tummy. Tapi Maryam tak suka bila I letak her on tummy, dia tak comfortable, usually only can last up to 10 mins je, then she started to merengek2..Tapi bila i put her on my belly or chest while on tummy, dia suka!

Last night, Maryam tak tido sangat. Dia merengek2 and I din know what else she want, I dah feed dia, change her wet nappy, letak minyak takot dia colic ke ape.. dia tak menangis, tapi merengek, thats different. I pat her, rub her, still she make her sound… then when my dad came to my room as he heard so much noisy that woke him up, dia cakap kat Maryam “Nape ni Maryam, nangis je.. Tok Pa nak tido pon tak boleh” .. then Maryam terus senyum2 and start her baby talk to my dad .. gedik kan ? hehe so funny

Maryam just woke up from her short nap
Maryam just woke up from her short nap
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Her favourite sleeping pose

 

Maryam dah start main dah...macam ultraman pulak hehe

Maryam dah start main dah...macam ultraman pulak hehe

 

Maryam in her playgym

Maryam in her playgym

As for myself pulak, I am fully recover now. But, i still fat ! I still not back to my used to be figure. Oh my.. there are lots of kg need to be reduce. I am thinking of taking food supplement , herbalife maybe ? Guys, does it really work ? I had noticed I have become beauty concious now hehe.. I just hate to see myself in the mirror now.. urgh..
tadaaaaa

tadaaaaa

Little Maryam..

{ April 21, 2009 @ 1:24 pm } · { Maryam }
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P.S Maryam is very lucky to have a father who is good with pictures. =) Thank you papa !

A little thing on everything

{ March 17, 2009 @ 2:09 pm } · { Mommyhood }
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Little things can mean a lot to me. Those little things were often take for granted for others, good night sleep, going to bathroom when you feel the urge, having a cup of coffee while it’s still hot, sitting down to surf the net … now become luxuries that I can no longer afford J

 

I am fully committed to being a full time mother – at least for this few months, there are no more than changing wet nappies, feeding baby and bla bla as I need to take care of her needs round the clock. And I am craving for good sleep after all. My baby still haven’t settle down into a routine and I am still following her rhythms..

 

That’s all about parenting things that I still learning. Little depression just ease away when I see her eyes.. I feel so blissful. Alhamdulillah, Allah s.w.t gave to me a precious gift ever. The new love of my life, little Maryam Arissa bt Fairus. After nine months of waiting, struggling for life or dead in the labor room, her arrival is everything to me. My labor story is scary to share. Rather to keep it safely for myself.

 

 Maryam is 2weeks old now. She was born on 03.03.2009 at 8.44pm with weight of 3.26kg, height of 53cm. She loves to be cuddled, held and carried. She can focus on the object very well (this explained why I can take a good picture of her), she able recognize her mummy and her tok ma. I am serious, no kidding! When she awake, we do play finger puppet together. She just loves it (I think ;p) I will post few pictures later.

 

 That’s all at this moment.

V’s day

{ February 13, 2009 @ 11:29 pm } · { Self }
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No. I do not celebrate Valentine’s. I just realized that today is Valentine’s. 5 years back I used to be so excited when it comes to Valentine’s day. It was back during my uni time. I like this boy. Long hairded, husky voice, scars on his body and bundle shirts. We were sort of dating each other. For Valentine’s, I gave him a box of heart-shaped chocolate, wrapped in red. It is so sweet kan. It was my first Valentine’s gift to a guy. However, he is not romantic. I didn’t receive any gift in return. I still heart him though…

I just cherish every moment we had. Making you funny with your heart to flash back all the memories. Now, I am expected his first child. I still hope that I will receive a Valentine’s gift as return. Perhaps next year?

 BTW, I was received a nice text from a good friend of mine, KK. The text goes like this..

 

They love you but they are not your lover

They care for you but they are not your family

They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation

They are FRIENDS

 True friend scolds like a dad

Cares like a mom

Teases like a sister

Irritates like a brother

And finally loves you more than a lover

 Do you know the relation between your 2 eyes?

They blink together move together cry together see things together and sleep together

Though they never see each other, friendship should be like that.

Life is hell without friends …

 

It was so sweet.. I missed my friends now..

Do you miss me too?

 

Baby names..

{ February 13, 2009 @ 2:31 am } · { Mommyhood }
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Finding a suitable/perfect name for our baby is not an easy task.  My husband and I can’t agree on one name. Until now, we still can’t even find the right name for our little one. We both have strong ideas and do not seem to like/ agree on the same one. This morning, we were arguing again ….

Me        : B, I like this name. The combination looks good. Kan ?

Hubby : Naaa… I don’t like the 2nd name. The 1st name is fine.

Me        : Urgh. Do you have any other idea then ?

Hubby : xxxx Fabregas. Cooollllll…

Me       : (F r e a k !! )

Geram tak ?

Random

{ February 12, 2009 @ 9:26 am } · { Self }
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I’ve always wanted to write. The ideas were all over the places but I was not able to put it well in a nice verdict, plus writing is not my top priority as I have spent most of my times (recently) sleeping, eating and relaxing. I ate like a pig that explained my weight now. I blame my mom who is pouring me with variety of dishes morning to night. Sigh.

 

In my 37th weeks of pregnancy, nothing much I can do. Waiting and waiting for the D-day. Oh, I hate waiting. I have received many texts from famili and friends who were asking about my labor. Oh guys, I will notify y’all once the arrival of my girl ok. I’m pretty sure that I’m ready for this pregnancy that going come to the end. The preparation was done. I have washed all the baby clothes and other items, by my own. Bags to hospital are already packed, located at the corner of my room, ready to be grabbed at any time. There’s nothing much to set up for our baby nursery since this is not my home (it is my family’s house). Just a bedding set that ready for her baby cot.

 

Walking is my daily routine too. Every morning, I stroll around the house compound while my mom busy with her gardening. People said that a lots of walking will make you body easy during labor. I believe it.

 

Oh perut saya rasa sakit. This might be one of labor symptoms. I think this is what they called mild contraction, or Braxton hicks. This is so darn awful and uncomfy. Maybe I should get my rest. Til here..

 

 

A Mother’s Love..

{ February 6, 2009 @ 8:36 am } · { Self }
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My heart is wrenching when I heard the news. I know how she felt. My sympathy is not enough to ease away her pain. I know this painful for her to accept this. She missed her so much.

 

Today, she woke up so early. Dressed up with her favourite outfit, with a big hope that today will be her happiest day. She had been dreading this day for months. 3 hours drive before she reached there. She saw her, stood, barefoot and precariously balanced, at the corner, just learned to walk. She smiled and hugs her closely. “Mommy miss you a lot dear…”she said.

 

The clock tolled. After all the arguments and dramas … she lost the fight. She can’t take her back. That is the power of law. Her heart broke. She regrets. She should not signed that piece of paper…

Hmmm…

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